When the Heart asks for Pleasure

I become enwrapped with emotion when I play THE PIANO. I want to play the pieces perfectly but I'm not performance level. The film was scary. When I initially saw the film, I screamed when Ada lost her silver finger and was found by my daughter as I sobbed in the cinema toilets. But being brave and intrigued about the story I returned to my cinema seat, hankie in hand. Recently, we watched the DVD of the film and this time I saw more, but again not the dread deed itself. Covering my face I listened and only opened "les yeux" when I thought it safe!  I close my eyes as I play THE PIANO.